From the mouse that
ate the files that recorded the affairs of the animals that lived in the house
that the SPCA built.
From my office-cum-storeroom, among the SPCA files, the dry
goods and the baby food so kindly donated, I watch.
This office
was built for me in 1963. For the
thirty-six years before that I often had to rough it, but I watched.
I watched a
group of people put together their love of animals, their care and skill and
what money they could, and form a living, growing, working idea – this Society.
I watched
them agree and disagree and debate, and settle their differences because
animals in need were more important than people’s personalities.
I watched
them build safe, dry shelters for dogs, cats, rabbits, chickens, birds,
everyone, every kind, and I have watched these shelters fill and clear and fill
again, times beyond counting.
I have seen
lost animals brought here, mindless with panic, ferocious with fear, in their
confusion torn between their instinct to hide away and their desperate
dependence on people. Ah, and I have
seen the tear-blinding, heaven-high joy of reunion.
I have seen
abandoned dogs stunned with disbelief that all they gave, all their love and
trust, meant no more than paint upon a wall, admired for a while then left
behind without a thought.
Some have
been left tied to empty houses, trapped by their chains as surely as by a
snare. Some have been taken to
unfamiliar places and thrown away like paper, to blow and cry on a strange, unheeding
wind. And I have watched them grow anew
the courage and confidence to trust again.
I have seen
the injured carried in, the ears of their minds closed against their screaming
pain, thinking every hand must be against them, every road must lead to death.
I have
watched them heal and walk and run again, or watched their eyes close in the
vast relief of final sleep brought by the vet who understands when enough is
enough.
I have seen
cats, their clean, sleek pride broken by poverty, so scuffed by the careless
boots of the world that I – even I – have wept.
And tiny kittens, still blind and deaf to that world, crying and
reaching out with incredible, stubborn courage, for the only thing they know –
their mother their universe.
I have
watched people too, choked with grief, bringing a beloved animal they can no longer keep;
people with their hearts in their eyes, offering their homes to one or two waifs
and yearning to take them all; people, SPCA people, being greeted by name by
all the animals at once and greeting them in turn.
From my
office, where I live fatly on the dry goods and baby food so kindly donated and
the SPCA files thoughtfully made of our sweet, local paper, I watch the
dignitaries and the children, the loving and the careless – I can tell them all
– come to this special place and leave with new thoughts in their eyes.
I watch
cats play again, and dogs laugh and birds fly free on mended wings, and I
think, what would become of this world if people no longer cared, but shrugged
away from the silent cry in the eyes of an animal in need, were too heartless
or too afraid to call an animal “little friend”. I think it would cease to be a world at all
and go back to lifeless rock.
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