Kegu the genet |
On the spare-room bed, in a box containing newspaper, a
towel, a hot-water bottle and a jersey, and covered with a tray from the oven,
the grey kittens are curled up together like caterpillars. They are three days old and for half of their
life-time they have been without food, warmth or shelter. Every half hour, day and night, I feed them
one or two drops until their shrivelled stomachs can manage more and they are
strong enough to drink from a bottle. Once
in a while I dab their miniscule little bottoms to simulate the mother’s
tongue. Like all baby mammals that spend
their early days in a nest, they will not urinate or defecate until the mother
washes them, keeping them and the nest clean.
In a basket
on the floor, also snuggled into a jersey on a hot-water bottle, are four more
kittens, a bit older and stronger than the others. They are bottle-fed and
cleaned every three hours. One is
wrapped in a nappy awaiting the outcome of an enema. The dilution instructions for the enema are
per 15 kilograms body weight. The kitten
weighs 67 grams. Nearby a sheet of paper
is covered with calculations. There is
need of a mathematician here.
On a shelf
in the cupboard under the stairs, cleared of everything that could possibly
break, is a tin tray of sand. The young
genet has decided that that is where he will do his doings, so that is where
his sand tray must go.
The genet
is learning to climb. He goes looping up
the edge of the open door like a super-swift inchworm, pauses at the top, eyes
slitted, then comes down head first with the same undulating motion, his pads
gripping the sides of the smooth, enamel-painted door like a gecko’s. he climbs up the clothes-horse, noses the
freshly ironed clothes off the rails and watches them slither to the floor with
intense interest. He climbs onto the
pantry shelf and does the same with a row of cups. The crash of breaking
crockery heightens his sense of satisfaction.
He wants to
play and races through the house ahead of me, pouncing on my toes, bouncing off
my shins, jumping onto places where I am about to put things down, pushing
things down that I am about to pick up.
He keeps up his fast, hard game for an hour as I do the house chores in
between feeding animals. And all the
time he gives a running commentary: “Oof-oof!
Oof-oof!” a soft, staccato explosion of air with a small vocal grunt to
it.
Tiring, he
scampers up my clothes as if I was a tree, snuffles in my ear, slides down my
arm and locks his tiny, round lion paws around my wrist and forearm. There he rides, his chin on the back of my
hand, his eyes dreamy, as I sterilise bottles, mix formulas and make tea for
the household. In error I pour the
bushbabies’ formula into the teacups.
Doubtless the added vitamins, minerals, calcium and honey will do the
people good.
The
mongoose has found a crack in the sitting-room wall. With frightening enthusiasm and success he
sets about removing the wall from the crack.
In the pen
behind the house are three fawns – two bushbuck and a duiker. All are injured. They drink as much as five pints of milk each,
over three bottle feeds a day. Like the
kittens they must also be dabbed after each meal. It takes a minimum of half an
hour to feed and tend each fawn. One
will not drink until he has sucked my ear lobe for a few minutes. The duiker must first be kissed on the nose
and told how very much like her mamma is this warmed rubber teat. She is reluctant to believe it and needs a
great deal of coaxing. I rush to fit
this in with feeding the other animals, with the housework and cooking,
cleaning pens and nests, grooming and exercising our dogs, bringing selected
leaves at dawn and dusk for the fawns who are beginning to browse, and catching
grasshoppers for the genet and the bushbabies.
The genet
plays a distracting and crazy game in the hay of the shelter before falling
asleep on the back of my neck as I crouch beside a fawn. Bent over, I carry him back to the house, tip
him into his nest and cover him up before checking on the leveret.
Bushbaby (photo: Simon Bearder) |
The phone
rings. Cupping one hand over the leveret
I lift the receiver, tuck it under my chin and continue patting him. It is my friend Marion.
“It’s ages
since I’ve seen you!” she exclaims. “How
are you doing up there?”
I ask, “What’s
the plural of chaos?” My 70-year old friend
gives a 17-year old giggle. We both wish she lived nearer to give me a hand
sometimes.
The leveret
brings up his wind bubble, sneezes loudly and falls asleep. Hearing him, Marion asks what is it this time and we chuckle again. We
discuss the peculiarities of her dog’s digestive system which is giving him
trouble and decide on a course of action.
It is the
instinct of the fawns at this age to lie down and keep still while their mother
is away browsing. Only when she is there
to watch over them will they abandon safety precautions and devote themselves
to uninhibited play. Since I am the
mother, a poor substitute to be sure but better than nothing I suppose, and
such exercise is vital for their well-being, I ease the leveret back to bed,
feed the kittens one more time, take up my clip-board and sit in the grass of
their pen to write.
Around me they
rise and stretch, race and skip and dance. I abandon thoughts of writing to
watch them with delight and to study the intricate way they communicate with
each other: a flash of eyes, a flicker of ears, a twitch of noses, a shiver of
tails, a lift of hooves, a whispered sound of controlled breath, perhaps
telepathy. I can pick up only a fraction of it and emulate even less.
Scientists
chide me for my “outrageous anthropomorphisms”, for making it sound as if
animals have human attributes and characteristics. Animals, they point out, are not the same as
humans. True. I agree, although
indulging in anthropomorphism now and then can be enormous fun and I have no
intention of giving it up! But they are right.
And yet,
sitting here watching my fawns, I wonder how it is that I can understand what
they are saying to each other, can identify with their moods and their
needs? How do I know when the leveret is uncomfortable with a wind bubble, when the
genet wants to play and when he wants to rest, when the dog is genuinely sick
and when she is just looking for sympathy?
How come most of us understand immediately when an animal is, say, in
distress, pain or fear, even vaguely apprehensive? Well, because we know how they
feel. Simple! Why do scientists make such a big issue of
it?
I think the
answer is not that animals are like us but that we are like them. We don’t
study humans to gain a better understanding of animals, but we do study
animals, and very effectively too, to gain a better understanding of humans.
As I see
it, we are all mammals, and as such we share certain responses, needs,
emotions, and I think we should not be afraid to recognise this. We should not be afraid to identify something
that we observe in animals by the same name, the same term, that we use when we
identify it in humans. And as we are all
mammals, in my work whoever has the greatest need at any given moment is the
one who gets attended to first, regardless of species or intellectual capabilities. This philosophy dictates priorities without
which I could never cope.
All mammals
know the pain of childbirth, and the tremendous love for their young – even greater
sometimes than their instinct for self-preservation, which must be one of the
strongest instincts. These youngsters
drive their parents up the wall sometimes, and the parents chastise them; and
as they grow, the young ones – especially the males – tousle and scrap and
play-fight, try out their muscles, get cheeky and play dangerous games. And when they leave the security of the
parent they go out with apprehension and bravado. Don’t we all?
And the
thing that is going to give the most trouble to a male of any species is
another male – other males – of his own species, whether it is a leopard or a
mongoose or a bushbaby going into territory already claimed by another, to try
to get a place for himself and hold what he owns against intruders, or whether
it is a boy going out to fight for his country or his ideals or his place in a
competitive society, to hold what he owns against bandits and con-men – and politicians!
Mammals
know all about pain and fear, joy and sorrow, hate and love, and the tremendous
need for love to be returned. They know
about boredom and the desire for action, at other times the desire for peace
and quiet. They know loneliness and the
need sometimes to be alone. They know
jealousy, no matter how some scientists may hedge at the term. And they know the apprehension of old age
when the muscles won’t respond in the old way, the eye is not so quick and the
bones ache. And they know about the will to live and the wish to die, about
courage – often to a high degree – and sometimes even compassion. We have so much in common.
To take it
further, here is something people take for granted every day: you can teach a
dog, an ordinary dog, elements of the human language. When you stop to think of it, this is nothing
short of marvellous. My Doberman Javelin knew thirty-nine phrases and I could
break them up, mix them up, connect them up, in any way I needed, and she
understood.
And look at
the exciting research being done with dolphins, recording the sounds they make,
trying to decipher them, playing them back and getting replies! This is the opposite to our methods with
dogs. Here are people learning an animal
language and using it to communicate with that animal.
Chimpanzees,
orang-utans and least one gorilla have been taught hand signs and signals which
they string together on their own accord to communicate quite a wide variety of
needs and thoughts with their trainers.
Who can say that given the anatomy – the tongue, the larynx, the lips –
required for human speech, some of these animals would not learn to use a word
or two of ours? A man tells his dog, “Get
outside!” The dog understands. He curls his lip in defiance. The man understands the dog. They are communicating. But what if the dog actually said, “Go to hell!” which is what he
means, as the man knows? How would the
man feel about that? His ideas about
dogs would be shaken to the core!
Take it
further, into the realm of art, thought of as a very human activity. It turns out that chimps love to draw. In recent experiments, researchers give a
chimp and pencil and show him only that it is capable of making a mark on
paper. The chimp is delighted. At first he will hold the pencil like a stick
and scribble with the use of his whole arm.
But after a while, without being shown, he discovers the same method of
holding it as we do. Thereafter he draws
with movements of the fingers and wrist instead of the entire forearm. When they take a drawing away from a chimp
and give it back later, he will take up the design where he left off. He recognizes his own work.
One chimp
was seen to outline his shadow on the wall.
Another liked to breathe on the window pane and draw designs on it with
her finger. The progress of a chimp’s art, researchers find, parallels that of
a human child, step by predictable step, until they come to draw faces and
further than that the chimp seems unable to go.
These are
apes, of course – a fact that some people find disturbing. But I learned with surprise that the star of
a series of such experiments was not an ape at all but a little Capuchin monkey
from South America, named, unimaginatively, P2, who beat the chimps hollow, especially
in problem solving.
So if we
must classify humans on one hand and animals on the other, where does the line
between them lie? The further we delve into this the further we find we must
extend the limits previously set.
As I see
it, one of the main differences is in the matter of abstract thought. As far as we know animals are not capable of
abstract thought. And yet, how sure of
this can we be? We know, or think we
know, when a child is daydreaming. But
unless he gives some physical expression of this we can’t be sure. He may be inventing some marvellous new
gadget or composing great poetry while he gazes into space. I think that until communication between
humans and animals is much more refined, we can’t be absolutely sure that there
is not a glimmer of abstract thought emerging in some of the higher animals.
The most
positive difference, I feel, is in awareness.
Certainly a kudu bull, for instance, is aware that he is a very fine
fellow, in that he feels good and gets a satisfying reaction from other
kudus. He is aware that he belongs to
his species and not another. He knows
his own species by sight and smell, by patterns of behaviour and
communication. Although he may
understand these same things very well in other species with which he is
familiar, such as sable, eland or zebra, he is aware that he does not belong to
those species.
But is he
aware that he is aware? I think
not. This seems to be the big gap. Once the mind is aware of its own awareness
it can become analytical. It can take
great leaps forward in the matter of foresight.
It can seek to control a situation before that situation arises. The possibilities for the expansion of
thought become boundless. Is not the
difference between a human infant, who is aware of a great many things but who
is not aware of his own awareness, and the adult who is, akin to the difference
between the higher animals and early people?
For this
marvellous analytical mind there is a price to be paid: once you start to
think, to reason, you lose instinct.
Instinct becomes submerged until, among humans, it is only really found
in any reliable form in little babies and people under hypnosis.
It is
happening with baboons now. They are
having to cope with a wide variety of circumstances, some of which change
virtually overnight, such as a farmer moving into a previously deserted area,
or the erection of the Border fence between Zimbabwe and Mozambique with its
minefields. And almost all changes, due
largely to human pressures, are hard, bitterly hard, on the baboons. Because they are being forced to figure out
how to cope, as opposed to reacting with blind instinct which may not be
appropriate – albeit to cope in the light of experience, rather than foresight –
instinct is becoming submerged.
Hand-rear a
baboon and turn him loose in the bush and he will perish. He won’t know what to eat, how to find it,
how to behave, or what are his natural enemies.
He will have learned these things from his family, from his troop – from
you. If he is used to bacon and egg for
breakfast that is what he is going to look for in the bush. Show him a scorpion and though he might have
an idea that it may be edible, he will likely get stung. He won’t know how to pinch off its tail in
typical baboon fashion without being shown.
Hand-rear a buck and turn him loose, at least he will nibble at leaves
and will know instinctively what he should eat and what to avoid.
I wouldn’t
say even baboons are aware of being aware.
They still share with the other animals this innocence that so often
touches our human hearts. It is just
that I can see their minds having to extend and develop in the desperate need
for survival, as maybe our remote forebears were forced to develop. How true that necessity is the mother of invention. Necessity and desperation.
Another
difference between humans and animals that puzzles me is that, with the
possible exception of sea mammals, humans are the only ones to show so much
white in their eyes. Even the apes, closest to us physically, show only a touch
of white in the corners. Why this should
be and where along the path of evolution it developed I would love to
know. Beauty-wise, I think it is a
disadvantage. Oh to have great, dark,
liquid eyes like my fawns! Or the green
eyes of a cat – complete with vertical pupils for devastating effect!
If all
people everywhere could understand how animals feel, could realise that mammals
are mammals in all their variations and paths of development, and that we as
humans are part of the brotherhood of it all, what could they do about it? Go out there and kill everything off, as is
happening now, today? You don’t have to
fire a shot, you don’t have to set a single trap, to eliminate a species. All
you have to do is wreck their habitat in the cause of progress; pollute their
water supplies in the cause of industrialisation; kill the insects and lower
forms of life on which they depend and interact with, in the cause of pest
control; harass them to the point where they will no longer breed. Or nothing. Ignore them.
Ignore them in all their fascinating and wonderful diversities and fill
their places with more humans, who are, as a species, all the same – the same
vicious killers no matter where they come from.
When the
time is right these dancing, vulnerable, innocent little fawns of mine, like
all my wild orphans, will go back to the wild.
The hours I spend caring for them will then be spent worrying about
them. I would feel a lot easier if there
were no people around; no poachers, hunters, firesetters, or woodcutters. They will have enough to contend with without
the interference of man. In fact,
wildlife in general would do very well without humanity.
Could humanity
really do without wildlife?
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